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Over and Out
03:43
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I can’t be whatever you want me
For that I’ve been drowning in tears
Drowning in tears of my own
Over me I don’t want you there
Watching me while I’m so scared to be free I find it hard to breath
Over me you lay at night And you smell it one more time Is this the truth?
Finding me I just can’t be here You grab me with all your fears I can’t be the cure, no I won’t be the cure to everything
Save me, save me, save me But my own salvation is stuck between my own two feet
If you leave me, if you leave me, if you leave me, I might be my own true self once again
Over me you lay at night And you smell it one more time Is this the truth?
Finding me I just can’t be here You grab me with all your fears I can’t be the cure, no I won’t be the cure to everything
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2. |
Afraid of Nothing
03:16
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Tried to be scared, I can see from miles
Wrap your own pride just so you feel fine
Everyone knows I am better than you, I feel better than you
How I hope this was truth
Every voice stuck in my head
Scream all the words I wish I could say
Lift me up, lift me up
Swallow you pride, swallow your...
Tried to be scared, I can see from miles
Wrap your own pride just so you feel fine
Everyone knows I am better than you, I feel better than you
How I hope this was truth
Every voice stuck in my head
Scream all the words I wish I could say
Lift me up, lift me up
Swallow you pride
Every tear rolling down my face
Pushed me to be what I was afraid
Lift me up, lift me up Swallow my pain
Tried to be scared, I can see from miles
Wrap your own pride just so you feel fine
Everyone knows I am better than you, I feel better than you
How I hope this was
Everyone knows I am better than you, I feel better than you
How I hope this was
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3. |
Same Old Dog
02:57
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Never found a place to be
Now I can’t even find one to stay
Always thought I could Carry away with my demons
Oh, but trouble just found me and I just can’t see
Always told me to stay on my feet
Now I know that I never fell down before
I think I need, I think I need, I think I need to find me
Oh, but trouble just found me and I just can’t see
My own tears are blinding me
Cause I’m the same old, same dog
Same old dog
Not the woman I was, but still the same old dog
Cause I’m the same dog
Not the woman I was, but still the same old dog
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4. |
Black Matter
02:43
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Poor heart turned black
Now there’s nothing left
Let me go, let me go
I’m the one who runs through this...
Black Matter
Poor heart is dead
I’m no longer there
I wont complain I wont remain the same
Dark parts rushing down, rushing through
Black Matter
And my heart turned into
Black Hole
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5. |
I Miss Myself
04:46
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How could I ever say I could take care of something, not someone
My arms are just like puppets, no control
How could I ever love, I hate what I really love
I miss what it’s far gone, gone away
I miss something
I miss someone
I miss myself when I wasn’t someone else
I wish I could see you from a distance
Wish you see me well
It’s been hard, it’s not been that easy
Far from forgiveness
I’m not a witness
I don’t want your forgiveness
I want a way out
I’m not a witness
I don’t want your forgiveness
I want a way out
I miss something
I miss someone
I miss myself
When I wasn’t someone else
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6. |
Infinite Loneliness
01:38
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Maybe I’m disappointed all the time
Because I’m actually transforming all the hope inside me in expectation with no purpose
No purpose, this doubt
Infinite loneliness
Surrounded by this idea of waste that everyone know about
Suddenly a room full of people
And there is not a single physical or emotional space for me and my huge disappointment on the
world and myself
For everything that I fight for and can’t find
For that lack of personality in everything and everything is vague
Personality...
I’ve been studying about it
Why is it that everyone tries to search for themselves in something exterior?
Where is the beauty in the world?
Everyone trying to be what they’re not
And trying to reach what they don’t possess
Starts like this
Ends up in a mess
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7. |
Pleasure
02:36
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Everyday high upon the sky
Let the stars guide you I see through you’re eyes
And I’m moving so slowly
No pressure, no hurry
Moving with the lights on and off, on and off
Let me you for a day
I would be dreaming if I knew better
Would be dreaming
I thought you were cleaver than this
You used to give me pleasure
Today is the day that I have nothing else to say
While you heard it all, feeling nothing
The sound has gone away for good
Hangs out the feeling that is everything but good
It’s not worth in here
Not a single drop of sweat rolling down your face
It’s not worth in here,
It’s not safe in here
It’s not even myself that I see in here
You used to give me pleasure
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There is no name written on my pages
Although there’s lots of names written in my thoughts
That keep on shouting nonsense
Until their quiet when I hold a pen in my hand
There are no responsible for the cruelty of life
The intimacy and the truth carry all the guilt
For those who seek answers into the rage
There’re only questions to find
For those who have never felt, taste any type of blood
I probably can explain
Because in my dreams my own hands are covered in dust
My own body covered in scars
Scars and stains that I can’t wash off of me
Because in my dreams my own hands are covered in dust
My own body covered in scars
Scars and stains that I can’t wash off of me
Come on now...
There are no letters written on my pages
Because those pages are no longer mine
Not even my own songs
When I sing them to the world
And while I spit my own words
They’re spiting my own conscious
Even though I can’t find it or you
They will and they’ll let you know
You should let it slide
While I laugh about it
You should let it slide
While I laugh about it
Because in my dreams my own hands are covered in dust
My own body covered in scars
Scars and stains that I can’t wash off of me
Because in my dreams my own hands are covered in dust
My own body covered in scars
Scars and stains that I can’t wash off of me
Come on now...
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In the bottom of our hearts
Well, we think about it
Then we feel it
Oh, we know it’s strong
Let me froze your hand
While you can’t move
I’m giving all I can
Oh, your body
Frozen by desire
Not even your own eyes
Can move as you walk by
Let me bleed for you
Let me watch for you
Well, you know it’s true
Oh, blood on your hands
In the bottom of our hearts
Well, we think about it
Then we feel it
Oh, we know it’s strong
Let me froze your hand
While you can’t move
I’m giving all I can
Oh, your body
Frozen by desire
Not even your own eyes
Can move as you walk by
Let me bleed for you
Let me watch for you
Well, you know it’s true
Oh, blood on your hands
I believe in you
You believe in me
What else should we be
While we still believe?
Let me bleed for you
Let me watch for you
Let me know it’s true
Oh, blood on your hands
Let me bleed for you
Let me watch for you
Well, you know it’s true
Oh, blood on your hands
I’m bleeding for you
You’re bleeding for me
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IVY Braga, Portugal
2019 - 2020.
IVY was the first solo project from Grandfather's House singer, Rita Sampaio.
Her debut album Over and Out was released on March 2019.
Rita decided to end the project in October 2020 in order to explore new sonic landscapes and aesthetics.
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